It's so strange...

...concidering I am really quite tired at the moment I look forward to the quiet time I do get which is rare. Yet tonight with the kids staying at my nan and grandad's I am missing them SOOO much. I've been in a miserable lethargic state this whole bank holiday and just wanting to shut myself away in bed-not that I could of course. But after I left them this afternoon about 4.30 I have felt even more sad and miserable; and if they were home now they'd be in bed anyway yet I'm still missing them. But I know tomorrow when they are back home they'll be driving me round the bend again so why can't I just switch off and enjoy this time?
I think I'm going through abit of a protective 'they're my kids' stage. I also feel abit guilty that I'm not giving them enough of 'me', being abit tired and moody and stuff. I don't feel like I can keep on top of everything and give them 100% aswell. Uh!! I just feel crap at the moment and I hate being like this 🙁

Hun I think it's just been called a mum 😘

You not weird or anything, I'm exactly the same. If me and hubby go out without the kids, to have a bit of time together we still talk about them all 😉

Probably they're enjoying staying there, aren't they? Don't feel guilty. this is very normal.It will be easier for you next time.