hi i just want to have a rant

Today has been one of my crappiest days in a long time, ive not seemed to be able to do anything right today from the moment i got up this morning.

My ellie hasn't been right since friday ive taken her to the drs a few times and i just get told shes fine even thought shes been sick, crying more than normal, she keeps gasping and tensing herself up and her hands and feet sort of quiver.

I got bullied today aswell, by school kids, im 24! im starting college next week to study indian head massage and when i went to get my documents there was a group of kids 2 were fighting and the rest (15) were just shouting abuse at me they wouldnt let me past, i had ellie at the time in the pushchair to get into college so i just walked off . I wasn't about to push Ellie into them 1st.

My bags split, shopping went everywhere and people just walked over my stuff instead of helping me pick it up. Some guy decided to park his bloody Audi A5 in the last mum and baby spot he was definatley not a mum and he had no child with him so i parked somewhere else and some dosey driver thought it would be a great idea to park his/her car handle to handle with mine so i had to put ellie in the front buckle her in then i climbed into the back straddled over to the front to get in the car (i asure you this would have been a very frightning site for any passerbys who saw my wide load shining through the back window)

to top it off when i rung my mum for advice about ellie, she told me i should have known what i was getting into when i was having ellie and no one helped her bring me up so i can learn the hard way. FOR 1 ellie was a planned baby and not a mistake, TWO i bloody love my daughter more each day and i dont think iv have ever been loved by my mum, THREE yes i didnt think it would be a breeze having her but i dont regret a single day having her i just though it would be nice for a bit of support every now and then (as you can tell me and my mum aren't close no matter how much i involve her in things or call to say hello (not call just coz i want something like she does) aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhh

THE END

dont feel to bad now! LOL god im a case and half. Anyone else had a good as a day as me? xx

here is a hug dont know what to say

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Hows little Ells bells now????

candgsmum said:
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Hows little Ells bells now????

she fast on, screamed house down the latched on and feel asleep ive just noticed when we were in bath that her top tooth is just breaking through so that could be down to it. How did ur lottie get on at school 2day? hows ur handsome little boy

Well he's gone to sleep now...at last only took an hour!!! I think Lots was ok today, she seems happy today anyway. She's giddy because Grandma and Grandad Bellwood are coming for tea on Saturday lol.

😲 Holy Moly!! That is one bad day! I'm sorry hun, I hope by the time you read this things are better for you. Hope Ellie is ok too!

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