one of them days

your know when you just have one of them days well it started last night had mega back ache so didnt sleep to well ,, then mum turned up with my neice to take me food shopping before she was in the door she started why aint you dressed etc i was like well if you rang me to let me know you were on your way i would be ready ,,then she carried on to winge about pots in the front room and kitchen ,, next thing i know shes in me kitchen washing up which i thanked her for i had tidied up last night i dont see why she had to make a big deal of it ,,, but it was really winding me up ,,,then i found out that some of the girls at work had not got paid so before i got dressed i had to make sure my wages were in ,,while i was sorting this mum was hanging over my telly trying to get my cat to come out so she could stroke him i tryed to explain to her that if she sat down he would come out and see her but o no she new best an carried on ,,, lucky has only just settled and still gets a bit shy when people are come in the house i just wanted her to leave him alone ,, i was like if this is what your like with the cat what you going to be like when the baby comes started having visions etc she finally sat down and she said o ive been talking to your dad about the family holiday you mentioned i was like i ment going away with joes family would be nice cause his sister and step brother have young children so she went off on one saying o right were not good enough and how she and my sisters and brother would go on holiday together and i would not be invited i was like omg so i said were not even close its the truth were not 4 memebers of my family have been round the house since weve lived here and none of them were my 2 sisters and my brother and to top it off my sisters dont even talk to my brother some holiday it would be was just crazy me and my mum are usally so close i think neither of us had enough sleep and the fact im about the have the baby didnt help its ok now though ,,

then to top this off joe rang me saying his sister had been rushed to hospital last night after trying to kill herself i was like i dont belive this ,, she took some pills than rang around and told people what she had done so therefore i feel this was just a cry for help her dad is now begging her to come home and stay with him funny really because he was so hesistant to let joe go live with him when he was having problems at his mums and he couldnt wait for joe to move in here ,, so now joe probly thinks im the biggest 😠 going because i didnt feel sorry for her i know she depressed and got problems but theres other ways of dealing with it i dont understand suicide in a way i think its a bit selfish after everything that has happened recently with joe stepbrothers baby and everything it was like the final straw i just wanted to curl back up in bed arrrrrrrrrrr well that feels better all this stress aint sent me in to labour though lol

*hugs hunny* i hope everything gets better for you x

hope u have a better tomorrow babe
and baby will come soon hunni i think your gonna have a halloween babe hun
thinking of u
xxx

hehe a few people have said that least there will always be a party going on somewere and i would always have a birthday theme least shes a girl so people would not call her damien lol

kimbe said:
hehe a few people have said that least there will always be a party going on somewere and i would always have a birthday theme least shes a girl so people would not call her damien lol

lmao ahh bless ya babe what are you gonna call her have you decided yet
xxx

at the moment shes paige-leigh but could change i like leila-grace said leela mr joe really wanted ella when we first found out she was a girl or maizie were going to have a good look at her when she comes out and see what she looks like ,,, im propper dreading labour though i was in town today with jodie aka mia ruby an i got the most painfull stitch it propper hurt i was omg that is going to be nothing compared to whats to come eeeek bought the babys xmas dress today was on sale in woolworths for 12 quid bargin its a propper little party dress got her some tights to go with it as well propper little cutie shes going to look cant wait to see her in it lord she best be a girl lol

awwwwwww hun. sorry about yr pants day. hope its been better since. you should be resting too, not having all this stress (((((((hugs)))))))

Hun I missed this really sorry 😘

Hope you are feeling better now x