a poem i just wrote

thought i'd share

You sat beside me,
you held my hand
and walked me home,
you held me close
and kissed me so,

how was this meant to feel?
I'd only known you a few hours
but it seemed i'd known you forever

and when we met on sunday
we spoke about everything
and joked about everything
you looked into my eyes
and kissed me so

how was this meant to feel?
I'd only know you three days
but it seemed i'd know you forever

i remember those days we spent together
where we spoke about everything
and joked about everything
everything felt so right
and i felt i'd known you forever

and looking back now
i wish you'd told me what you wanted
and how you felt

and i hope you know
that i'm here
waiting for you
no matter how long it takes
i'll give you all the time in the world

and when you're ready and know what you want
you can give me a call, text or whatever
because i'm not like most girls
i'm happy waiting
now i know that's what you want

That's really good Hanny... I'm sorry if I missed this some where earlier but have you guys spoken yet?

nope, i remember him saying he was going to change networks a few weeks ago so if he has i no longer have his number 🙁 tried ringing him his phone was off so it's one of those two 🙁 phone off or new number 🙁

Well, Hanny, sweety please don't get upset with me for saying this, but I think for your own emotional well-being it is time to move on hunny 🙁 As much as it hurts now in time you will get over him, if it's true love you may always love him but I think it's time to make room for something else in your life now. He seems to be pretty clear in what he wants and doesn't want at this point, let it go hunny, you make me worry about you, and I know their is happiness in your heart, babe you gotta find that happiness again, focus on that and let go of what may not be meant to be. Please don't get mad at my advise, it is only that, you don't have to take it but I just wanted to say this to you as a friend 😘

but i love him 🙁 😢

I know babe, but you will love again, that I promise you! I still love my very first real love and that was when I was 14 years old... it was real love (go ahead laugh and call it puppy love people 😜 ) and I have always felt it in my heart... but I have loved again and had good guys and bad guys come and go in my life. You will too probably but there will be somebody else out there just perfect for you, not perfect, but perfect for you 🙂 😘

Hanny I hope I haven't offended you by saying these things hun 😊 😉 I just don't want you to sit back and lose good time with other good things in your life waiting for something that might not happen. 🙁

Hanny, I have to say I agree with Hapydazy. Your dream is to have a baby of your own but is that really going to happen with a man who changes his phone number and doesn't tell you? You've had so many nasty things happen recently it's time you had some happiness. Go out there and start looking for it. 🙂

you haven't offended me no

Hanny said:
you haven't offended me no

ok, good 🙂 I tend to be a little big sisterish or motherish sometimes 😊 and you just seem like a sweet girl who needs some happiness 🙂 , I'd like to see you find it 😘

its ok 🙁