So today is Monday, I found out i was expecting on Thursday of last week and well, what a huge bundle of stress these last few days have been. I never realised something so little could cause such an ordeal.
Whether that be the utterly useless father-to-be, endless 'advice' (I'm sorry but no you telling me im wrong is not helping!) or for that matter my obviously clueless man doctor.
So far there has been a lot of debate on whether i should have an abortion, i have never felt so let down by one person in my life. I dont recall him objecting to the sex at the time anyway! I'm just so glad that i have been overcome with the strongest feeling ever to fight for this little one. No matter what happens i will do my best. I will be so happy when this whole thing dies down a little and i can enjoy being pregnant, because so far i love how i feel about the whole thing, it seems to just put me in the most amazing mood. Also my breasts seem to be on a growth spurt at the moment which is fantastic seeing as i wasn't exactly 'blessed' before! 🙂
I figure i will keep writing my blog just as a personal reminder along the way of how far me and the little fellow have come. It'll be an interesting journey!
239 Days To Go!