dizzycat's blog

Oh well.. typical me. Was going to cook a sausage casserole today.. for dh and dd! So.. i made it and got it all ready and, my phobia kicked in (sausages are a common cause of food poisioning)and its all gone in the bin.Hubby tries to understand.. Im sure dd will be pulling her hair out at me in the future as to why we only seem to eat "safe" foods.

Decided to go with emetophobia, as that what rules this house!!Ok.. so here goes, Emetophobia is a fear of vomiting. There are different degrees of it, but there no found "cure" either. I have a problem with both myself and being around other who are ill. Because of this i dont go out much at night, dont eat out much, dont eat anything i feel to be risky and i certainly do not drink.I found i was emetophobic when i was 14, everybody in my house was ill, but me. So i have been waiting ever since to catch something and i have not. I even managed pregnancy with no morning sickness... I am now 29.As my daughter is old enough to mix like nurserys etc i am now facing the realisation that she will catch somthing soon... she was sick for the first time (just once) three nights ago. I coped better than i thought i would, but i was crying as much as her. I live far away from all my family and friends, hubby was at work. I HAD to deal with it, I made sure she was ok ten i went to peaces when she didnt need me anymore.

Hello this is Dizzy Cats Blog... Not sure what I can write about i suppose. Maybe i could write about motherhood and emetophobia.or about the book me and hubby wrote.or. about my little cherub dannior... even about the way the clouds bumble along in the skyhmmmmmmmmmm get back to you on that one