Krista - with regards to the
BF i'm not noo!

I didn;t get the support i needed again and on day 3 i threw my toys out of the pram and said eonough was enough. Apparently Gabriel was latching on text book but i was bleeding and so sore that i was dreading the next feed and which boob would cope. I'm much happier now though adn feel i;ve made a good decision. I'm upset i couldn't carry on anymore, but i was told there was nothing else they could do to help, my nipple was being crushed against the hard pallet but they didn't know what else to advise.

I cannot belive Sophie is 5 months now

And i've uploaded piccies in the photo section of JP!
Lou, Georgie used to hug and kiss bump nearly 5 times a day, infact even after we brought Gabriel home she was still in the habit of coming and hugging bump and saying 'i love you bump' - then she laughed at herself as she realised he was no longer 'in there'
She is as proud as punch about her little brother, she even came home the day after he was born from my parents as she wanted to spend time with him rather than go to her first football match with my sister and her partner (and she'd been so excited about it all week). She loves holding him, kissing him and rubbing his hair - BUT we are having temper tantrums that things do not get done as quickly for her as usual (ie making her a drink if i'm feeding Gabe etc)
Hope your consultant appt goes well, i know what you mean about these dreams. I had one the night after we brought Gabriel home that he rockes his Moses basket over to the stairs in our bedroom and just as i walked in through the other door i had to run and catch the end of the basket before he went flying down the stairs. I woke up and sat staring at him for about an hour
Love to you all xx