ok so i know it wasnt long ago i was saying i was ready to get married but i think ive changed.
i think after being bad at beginin of the year and mams friend dying along with everything else thats gone wrong this year, im startin to feel lifes to short.
lees the only serious relationship ive had, hes all ive known really. im thinking hes not 'the one'. its not totally new i think its been there a few months im just figuring it out now.
hes a great dad and a lovely person but he seems to have de-matured (ok not sure if thats a word) and ive matured quite alot. he cant save money, were livng by the skin of our teeth as it is and he wont quit smoking for us. im having some problems with 'love making' at the mo (i think this may be connected) he just doesnt seem to understand it n is pushing me to much.
i just dont know what to do, i know i need to think on it more. but if i leave i lose everything, all my friends except 2 are lees friends, and im the bitch so theyll take his side.
the only person i have 2 talk to abot this fancies me so i know hes response already. please help me!!!
am feeling all confused
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