First of all I want to say I'm sorry you're in the situation that you're in, secondly, don't let this guy make you feel like a failure!
How old is your
DS hun? Could you look into assistance for housing and such while you're trying to get back on your feet maybe?
It may be a big struggle at first but would be on the road to happiness again since it sounds like you are not happy at all in this relationship.
Good luck hun I wish I could be more help
