Hi Chez, I feel for you and feel the same way too. I only have 1
LO and I have a fear of her having "only child" syndrome. My
BF has a 16 year daughter and totally accepts Aaralyn as "part of my package" and he loves her too

but he doesn't want any more children either. Not only would I love another child but I would love to share the pregnancy with my partner (missed out on that one with Aaralyn). I think I'm ok with not having any more but I do get that urge alot. Hopefully her father will have some more kids so that atleast she won't be an only child. Good luck sweety and hopefully it will turn out as it was meant to be for you.