Aww hun. This must be sooo hard for you, as you know i have two cildren and can't imagine how hard things are for you at the moment. It sounds like you are getting clinically depressed, if you haven't been diagnosed already i would get yourself toyour GP and tell him exactly how you are feeling. There are so many things that can be done to help people struggling to conceive and i'm sure one day it will be your turn. I know it is so easy for me to say but getting so upset and stressed about the situation is going to make trying to conceive much harder for you as stress can upset your cycle. Try (with the help of your doctor) to get your stress/depression under control and you may find that it happens for you? I really hope you start feeling better soon hun, keep smiling. :hug: :hug: :hug: Xx