Still no luck!

Hi.. sorry i haven't written anything in a while my internet has been playing up! I come on my monthlys so am not pregnant!! Its getting me really down now as all my friends have become pregnant without even trying and i want this so much! Have been getting stomach cramps, sickness and headaches and i am so bloated but am going to wait to see if i come on before i get my hopes up. I really want to be a mum and its driving me mad as i am not getting no where!!
Anyway fingers crossed its sometime soon! xx