wannabemum's blog
Doing well!!
I had a great day today! I went shopping up london with my mum and we had lunch and everything went really well. I am surprised in myself actually because i have found it hard to go to work let alone go shopping! But i am feeling great, more relaxed. As i told you last i am going away for the weekend with my boyfriend and i have bought something nice to wear!! You ladies know what i mean lol so i am going to relax and have fun.
Hope everyone is having a nice day and an even…
Smiling again!!
I am feeling so much better the last few days its unreal! I have actually managed to smile for the first time in god know's how long! I have decided that i am going to concentrate on my havin fun and living life than worrying about when it will happen for me. I have booked a weekend away for me and my lovely boyfriend and i am just going to enjoy myself as much as i can and put aside my thoughts and anxiousness for a baby. I have realised there is no point in crying and thinking about it…
I'm Empty inside
So here i am again.. writing to you all about my problems conceiving! Well its very difficult as some of you may know and i am finding this the hardest thing in life ever! The more anxious i am to become a mum the more it seems likes its never going to happen and now i have got to the point where i have given up hope. Everyday i struggle to get out of bed i cant handle seeing another baby or pregnant women incase i break down in tears, i feel like lifes not worth living anymore. Everytime i…
Still no joy!
So its been a while now and still no luck i have been dignosed with polycystic ovaries so thats why! I feel jealous anytime i see someone pregnant or with their childen i really cant belive this is happening to me! I was wondering if anyone on here had the same thing or anyone that they knew and had a bit of info on the subject??? I would truly appreicate it as the docs have not told me much and i am so desperate for a child! Thank you all xxx
Still no luck!
Hi.. sorry i haven't written anything in a while my internet has been playing up! I come on my monthlys so am not pregnant!! Its getting me really down now as all my friends have become pregnant without even trying and i want this so much! Have been getting stomach cramps, sickness and headaches and i am so bloated but am going to wait to see if i come on before i get my hopes up. I really want to be a mum and its driving me mad as i am not getting no where!!
Anyway fingers crossed its sometime…