bout a half a pack generally, sometimes less, sometimes more depending on what I'm doing.... I tend to smoke a lot more at work when it's slow like this... our packs have 20 in them, I think you guys may have different size packs there??
I know it is a horrible, nasty, smelly, unhealthy thing to do, yet it still has this f

ing power over me.... I'm so mad at myself that I ever started again after I had Aaralyn... I quit the day I found out I was pregnant and never thought I'd go back to being a smoker again, but it was really easy to quit then, thinking about her in my tummy.... maybe I need to get pregnant again

ahhhhh just kiddin!!! I just need to put my mind to it and be done with it but it's easier said than done
