I'm new on here and have just read your story - really sorry

I miscarried at 9.5 weeks in early Feb. The hospital just left me to get on with it - as a result I was bleeding for 8 weeks...not a nice experience. As you say, you just want it over and done with so you can move on. It is very likely that there was an abnormality so it's natures way.
The good news is that you're ultra fertile after so it's very likely you'll get pregnant quickly. I'm 8 weeks tomorrow and am sooo nervous this time. We've got our first scan on Friday so fingers crossed.
Thinking of you but keep positive xx