had it now

im so mad, where do i start lol well was gonna meet my man today as we now live apart have done for a while, i phoned him wen i dropped daniel off at school and guess wat, he been out since last night very drunk wen i spoke 2 him, went to get my door key at 12 still very drunk and not lookin very nice!!! he dont think he done any thin wrong, how stupid can he be, we arranged this last night b4 he got with his mates and on the beer but now cos he with them i dont matter, i have just about had all i can take now, i have ended it for good i dont want that around my son, wen we met 18 months ago he was so diff but now he with this so called friend all the time he up to all sorts, beer is his main thing!! then tell me im jelous cos i cant do it lmao who would want to? not me my son means more to me than stayin up all night drinkin, i am gutted tho but i know this cant happen again, the stupid thing is he not even tx to say sorry or can we talk or any thin im gettin stressed now and to top it all off my pc has a worm im crackin up told my self not to cry it aint worth it

sorry for goin on just had to let it out,how can i love some one so much that is a complete p***k, i want the guy back that i met the one who had summat about there self, the one who loved me and my son, and put us first, and i know he is takin coke at the weekends and wen he on a bender, just dont need all this, the way i feel i could bloody cry all night, but i know once i start i wont stop, cant talk 2 my family about this as i feel i let them down again, they dont tell me i have just the way i feel

Aw hun, I'm sorry to hear what an idiot he is. He's not worth the hassle. You are right to put your son first, I can see why you don't want him around that sort of thing xx

I agree with candgsmum. This guy sounds like bad news getting worse. If he's got a problem with coke, that's a BIG problem... he could end stealing from you or worse. I would tell him to go get some help and then maybe come back (if you still want him) when he's got his own problems resolved... of course that will only happen if he realizes himself that he has a problem.

Good luck sweety! there's better out there for you and your son, this guy just doesn't seem like the right one, IMHO.

im really stuck for what to post but didnt want to read nd run, so

thank u so much guys, i have not seen him in a week, but have had contact by phone and thats as faar as it goes x