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23 weeks and 2 days

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 14:03:00 GMT

Have had a very busy morning today, which is the way i like it! Charlie was up loads last night and ended up sleeping in our bed, i think he was cold so vest and baby grow for bed tonight! We went to the library and got some books out and charlie joined which was exciting! Then we did a little shopping at marks and spencers and got a new bath matt and some sweetys! Im hoping that sucking on a sweet will mean im not snacking so much! then at 10 Lucie came over and Charlie really enjoyed seeing her which is great cause i know it means alot to her.

We went for our nap about 12:15 and Charlies still asleep (its now 1:55) Bedtime routine went really well last night and he went straight to sleep at 7:30, tho he did need settling again after but thats ok. I only had to settle him once which is really good and the first time.

Matts invited Aaron and Kate round later which is poo. I know i sound like an old trout when i s...

23 weeks and 1 day

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:47:00 GMT

Im not so good today. Had a big arguement with matt just before he went to work this morning, he ended storming out without saying goodbye. I did txt him straight away and say sorry tho.

Its so hard tho. Hes just like his mum who dosnt believe me when i tell her about my medical condition. He will not make any alowances for it -at all! He just will not tolerate any leeway for me cause he thinks im lying. Its really hard. I told my councilour that he didnt really believe me and she thought it was really serious cause i need his suport so much. Nevermind, have to keep my lips buttoned all the time cause if i mention it he take the piss, or shouts at me or will just dig and dig at me.

Anyway, Charlies bedtime was good last hight, not as good as the night before tho. Im moving his bedtime routine to 7:15 instead of 6:50 because hes not tired enouff at 7ish to fall asleep anyway! If he has his bath at 7:15, then pj's t...