Hi, I'm sorry for what you go through... I have a disorder called trichotilamania (sp??) it's a hair pulling disorder and I have it very mildly, I pull my eye brows and that's it... some people have it very badly so much so that they pull all of there body hair out

, I feel grateful that I don't. I guess I wanted to share this with you because it was something I used to be very insecure about, now I just paint on some eyebrows (what ever shape I want that day LOL) and go about my business. When people ask me about them, I say what I have... I used to say I had scars when they were just patchy.
this didn't really start with me bad until my mid 20's and I was in a very bad relationship. They say that something triggers it emotionally and then can just get worse.
Sorry hun, I've just gone on haven't I? I just want send you some

's for having to go through what you do. I hope that you find a way to be able to do more things and overcome your phobia some how...