23 weeks and 2 daysHave had a very busy morning today, which is the way i like it! Charlie was up loads last night and ended up sleeping in our bed, i think he was cold so vest and baby grow for bed tonight! We went to the library and got some books out and charlie joined which was exciting! Then we did a little shopping at marks and spencers and got a new bath matt and some sweetys! Im hoping that sucking on a sweet will mean im not snacking so much! then at 10 Lucie came over and Charlie really enjoyed seeing her which is great cause i know it means alot to her.We went for our nap about 12:15 and Charlies still asleep (its now 1:55) Bedtime routine went really well last night and he went straight to sleep at 7:30, tho he did need settling again after but thats ok. I only had to settle him once which is really good and the first time. Matts invited Aaron and Kate round later which is poo. I know i sound like an old trout when i say that but im so tired and weve already had visiters today. I was really looking forward to a nice chilled afternoon with matt home early and a nice meal for us. Im not swaying at all on Charlie bedtime routine so im sending them out to the pub at 7 then matts to be home for tea at 8:15-8:30ish. Ive working so hard on this routine and its making my life so much better its really important i keep at it. Tomorrow Jason and Rachel are coming round, i cant remember if matts got the day off or not? il go check.......... yes he dos! cool, i forgot that! Anyway, more bloody visiters! Then my ill mum is coming round mon, if shes over her bug, which i could really do without. No rest for the wicked hey?! Am feeling really good today, very calm and zen 23 weeks and 1 dayIm not so good today. Had a big arguement with matt just before he went to work this morning, he ended storming out without saying goodbye. I did txt him straight away and say sorry tho.Its so hard tho. Hes just like his mum who dosnt believe me when i tell her about my medical condition. He will not make any alowances for it -at all! He just will not tolerate any leeway for me cause he thinks im lying. Its really hard. I told my councilour that he didnt really believe me and she thought it was really serious cause i need his suport so much. Nevermind, have to keep my lips buttoned all the time cause if i mention it he take the piss, or shouts at me or will just dig and dig at me. Anyway, Charlies bedtime was good last hight, not as good as the night before tho. Im moving his bedtime routine to 7:15 instead of 6:50 because hes not tired enouff at 7ish to fall asleep anyway! If he has his bath at 7:15, then pj's then story by then it will be 7:30 and he can have his bedtime milk. Hopefully he will go to sleep quicker that way, il let you know! Matts going out with his mum for lunch ntext tues so im abit worried about it. I dont think hes very happy with me. I feel bad cause Charlies so attatched to me and I get the impression that he thinks im doing it all wrong with him sometimes. Hes such a lovely little baby and im so happy looking after him it almost makes me feel guilty! Charlies new high chairs great, hes just getting used to it at the mo. Sweet potatoe and brocali for lunch today! He dosnt seem to enjoy his food as much as he used to -not the savory veggys anyway! Will be back to update progress on Charlies sleep routine soon. Hopefully all will be good again with Matt when he comes home later, we will have to wait and see << Previous - Next >> |
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